Wednesday, December 30, 2009


So I went to the website of and decided to see what mine and Zac Efron's baby would look like.

Isn't he ah-dorable?! Yes. I knew me and Zac were MFEO (made for eachother).

xoxo, J-nelly


I've been walking around all day,
I think I have a problem,
I think I think too much.
I've been taught to hold back my tears,
And avoid them.
But you make pain into something I could touch.

I've been walking around all day,
I think I'd be better off without you here.
And I bet you're sweet and hard to get over.
So I'll cry and people will stop and stare.
Now that's okay.
Let them stop and stare.

Cause I am fragile.
I am hopeless.
I'm not perfect.
But I am free.

I've been walking around all day,
And waiting is all I seem to do.
Cause I never get it unless I'm fed it.
But this time i'll just have to.
Yeah this time i'll just have to.

And I'm fragile.
I am hopeless.
I'm not perfect.
But I am free.

Say you're not around, Am I finished?
If you're not around, thats too bad.
Hope youre safe and sound, not alone now.
Cause you know I believe in you.

Not much has changed. That's not really a good thing.

xoxo, J-nelly

Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Merry Christmas!

So first of all, let me just say that this is the most perfect Christmas tree I have ever seen!

Well ohmygoodness it is Christmas! This is my faave holiday ever.

Yesterday (Christmas Eve), I was out and about very busily, but then my family and I had our annual Christmas Eve dinner at my fave restaurant, Cheesecake Factory! Yes, it was delish.
Then we went to my aunt's house to pick up some lobster.
Next, we went home and watched Mr. Krueger's Christmas while eating our cheesecake and drinking white chocolate hot chocolate. Mmm I highly recommend tasting that someday. It is heavenly.
After all that, Briette and I drove around looking at Christmas lights. We found an ah-mazing house that we stopped at for quite some time. It was covered in crazy lights that lit up to the songs it was playing if you turned your radio to a certain station. It was beautiful.

Today was simply wonderful! Good ol' Chris Kringle treated me well by giving me the lovely gift of a new beach cruiser! It is soo cute. I luhv it. I also got a bundle of other great gifts! Another marvelous part of my day included playing games with the Bailey's. Oh yes. Oh man today was just so good! I am so happy :) And OHMYGOSH I heard some news that made me sooooo happy and I am just going to say that I cannot wait till tomorrow! :)

Ahh life is good.

Well, I hope you have all had a very merry Christmas!

xoxo, J-nelly

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Amazing Again

I must be glorious
I must be a sight to see
Oh maybe you could comfort me
And I come to you strangled
In things I'm told are flattering
Maybe you could come and comfort me
And all the wan, hip, full lipped lovers
Are locked against one another
And I waiver, uncomfortable in my skin
Wait here for me
I'll be back for more and you'll see
And maybe, I'll be saved
And amazing again
You called us perfect
Because we slipped into awkward so easily
So maybe you could comfort me
And I've been better than this before
I know you've seen me be
So maybe you could come and comfort me

Lately, I have not been doing my hair.

But I wish it looked like this.

Eeee it's almost CHRISTMAS! I luhv this season. It is so jolly.

Speaking of jolly... we had a Christmas Elf Party this past saturday. Now THAT was definitely the jolly-est party yet! It was so much fun though. (Kinda almost) everyone came dressed in elfish attire and danced, ate cookies, took pics with Santa, and basically just had a grand ol' time! Themed parties = still in

xoxo, J-nelly

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Self Taught Learner

Thought I saw you the other day
You changed your hair but you looked the same
Well I make wishes late in the day
You're six feet under and you're safe




Ohhhmygoodness stressin' over finals x 10! Eee. Why am I always borderline??

xoxo, J-nelly

Tuesday, December 15, 2009


Ok so I luhhv this wedding dress.

And ohmygoodness I luhhhv this room. I want it. Ah.

xoxo, J-nelly

Friday, December 11, 2009

Beautiful Eyes

Your beautiful eyes stare right into my eyes

and sometimes i think of you late at night
I don't know why
I wanna be somewhere where you are
I wanna be where...

You're here. Your eyes are looking into mine
So baby make me fly
My heart has never felt this way before
I'm looking through your
I'm looking through your eyes

I wake up, I'm alive
And only a little while, I cry
'Cause you're my lullaby
So baby come hold me tight
cuz I, I
I wanna be everything you need
I wanna be where...

You're here. Your eyes are looking into mine
So baby make me fly
My heart has never felt this way before
I'm looking through your
I'm looking through your eyes

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Oh my fuh-reazing!

Yes. Today was quite the chilly day. My car was covered in ice this morning. I was scared and didn't know what to do... so I called my mommy and she came outside, brought me a jacket, and scraped off all the ice for me. Aw how nice of her, right?

I wish my hair looked like this without having to do anything to it.

Eeee. It's hard, but I can!
I am happy, anyways :)

Ohemgee tomorrow is the weeekend, and I've got one thing to say to that-- "Yippi Yi oh Ki Eh Hoser" -Sterling

xoxo, J-nelly

Monday, December 7, 2009

"Laugh every day; it's like inner jogging."

Soooo this past weekend was AH-MAZING.

Friday: After the (3rd) orch. concert, I had my Winter Formal night "day date." We played bunko at Paige's house and it was seriously SOOO much fun! Everyone got waay into it and the prizes were hilarious. We also had delish hot chocolate and chocolate fountain. Best day date by far.

Saturday: WINTER FORMAL. We did pics at mi casa, P.F. Chang's (or "Mr. Chang's") for dinner, went to the dance (we were crazily obnoxious), then chilled at Kelsey B's after!

Our group was amazing! It consisted of: Sterling Priday & I, Paige Higgins & Jack Marple, Briette Tenney & Craig Stevenson, Kelsey Adams & Wes Jones, Candace Stevenson & Stetson Biggs, and Kelston.

This just might have been my fave dance.
And Sterling is definitely thee funniest person I have ever met. The end.

Oh and guess what??
It is such a feeling. I no longer a deprived senior, YIPEE!
Yes, I drive an Envoy.

Well, I am loving life. And Winter. And Christmas music. And making people cookies.
I want to make a gingerbread house. And decorate gingerbread cookies.


xoxo, J-nelly

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Well hello there, December.

I am so happy, I heart this month! It is my fave.

there's a special kind of feeling in the air
it only happens at this time of year
when everyone is filled with love and cheer
'cause that's what matters

pretty paper boxes tied with bows
walking in the sun or in the snow
we can feel the excitement growing, growing

it's the greatest time of year, and it's here
help me celebrate it
with everybody here, friends so dear
let me simply state it
joy to the world and everyone
lift up your hearts and feel the love
it's our favorite way, to spend the holiday

we can get all cozy by the fire
turn the music up a little higher
i don't think that i could ever tire
of being together

decorate the tree, hang mistletoe
and stand by me

it's a picture perfect moment captured
memories that we'll have after

So basically all I listen to is Christmas music. It makes me so happy!

And my room is full of pink Christmas decor :)

xoxo, J-nelly