Bag Of Hammers

I am all in a ball
In your front yard
I have this bag of hammers
And I won't ask to come in
'Cause I have sold everything
Still I have, have got some manners

And there's a hole in your head
Spilled your thoughts on the floor
We wanted you bad 
You wanted it more
The trick is 
You do not get on that interstate bus
The catch is
You stay and see what becomes of us

Shake, shake, shake, shake the frame of this house
Distress the wood, make it shout
And as sharp as I sting, as sharp as I sing
It still soothes you, doesn't it?
Like a lick of ice cream

I am all in a ball
In your front yard
I have this bag of hammers
And I won't ask to come in
'Cause I have sold everything
Still I have, have got some manners

Shake, shake, shake, shake the frame of this house
Distress the wood, make it shout
And as sharp as I sting, as sharp as I sing
It still soothes you, doesn't it?
Like a lick of ice cream

Goodbye

Am I supposed to put my life on hold
because you don't know how to act
and you don't know where your life is going
Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying?
Pardon me if I don't show it
I don't care if I never see you again
I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
but either way baby, I'm gone

I'm so over it, I've been there and back
Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wondering
I got that new
I'm a single girl swag
Got me with my girls and we're singin' it...... Sing!
na na na na hey, na na na na hey
hey hey hey
goodbye
na na na na hey, na na na na hey,
hey hey hey
goodbye

Cut my hair 'cuz it reminded me of you
I know you like the long 'do,
had to switch my attitude up
Thinkin' of changing up how I ride, No more
on the passenger side
too bad you miss out on the way that I drive it
I don't care if I never see you again
I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
but either way baby, I'm gone

Turquoise Ring?

So I luhhv these beautiful wedding dresses. Ah so much. I want like a vintage one like these.

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Okay.

xoxo, J-nelly

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This Is Twice Now

Baby, just ask once more

Because I saw your door wide open
But the floor is still freezing
Hailey, I was sick and I'm still quite unwell
Tell me it's you or nothing at all

I stole your soul
Because you said I'd never be able
But all the whole world is still on my string

Second time now and you've done this before
Drive around the back so I can't see them
But you're still freezing
Let me take your coat and your keys and this car
Because I've been unwell far too long now

I stole your soul
Because you said I'd never be able
But all the whole world is still on my string

But all the whole world is still on my string

It's never much when I sing about you 

MLK Daay, heeey.

Today, the day of MLK, I took a trip to Scotty (Scottsdale) with Paige and Ash-hole! We also met up with some of "the boyz"- Terry, JackMossler, Lenny, and Corey Noe. PB Loco, MAC, turning off TVs, Urban, Sprinkles... need I say more?

Shopping always makes me feel better :)
(A red velvet cupcake from Sprinkles helped too, I'm sure.)



cause I can hardly see
what's in front of me these days
and those days, too.

I've got to take what I'm making
and turn it into something
I've got to take what I'm making
and turn it into something
for you
I've got to break what I'm making
and turn it into nothing
I've got to break what I'm making
and turn it into nothing
for you

xoxo, J-nelly

Ugh it's that feeling again...

that something is off. I don't like it and it is bothering me. I may just be overacting, but last time didn't end up in my favor.

Maybe.





Ok ok ok, sooo Phoenix (aka one of my faaave bands ever) is coming here February 1!!!! Ohhhmygoodness I neeeed to go. Seriously.





Today is MLK day. I believe I am hittin' up Scotty (Scottsdale) with Paige and Ash-hole! It's been too long. I am so ready for Sprinkles.






It's ok, I'm ok, it's ok.





xoxo, J-nelly

Need You Now

and I wonder if I ever cross your mind 
for me it happens all the time 

its a quarter after one im all alone 
and I need you now 
said I wouldn't call 
but I lost all control and I need you now. 
and I don't know how I can do without 
I just need you now 

Naturally

How you choose to express yourself
It's all your own and I can tell
It comes naturally, it comes naturally

You follow what you feel inside
It's intuitive, you don't have to try
It comes naturally, mmmm it comes naturally

And it takes my breath away
What you do, so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you know who you are
And to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay bay baby

You have a way of moving me
A force of nature, your energy
It comes naturally
It comes naturally
Mmmm yeah

And it takes my breath away
What you do, so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you know who you are
And to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay bay baby

When we collide, sparks fly
When you look in my eyes, it takes my breath away

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Two Is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
Hey, you know, this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the best of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the best of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, hey,

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the best of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the best of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one

Your Love Is My Drug

Maybe I need some rehab
Or maybe just need some sleep
I got a sick obsession
I'm seeing it in my dreams
I'm looking down every alley
I'm making those desperate calls
I'm staying up all night hoping
Hitting my head against the wall

What you got boy is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out, my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Won't listen to any advice
Momma's telling me I should think twice
But left to my own devices
I'm addicted, it's a crisis

My friends think I've gone crazy
My judgments getting kinda hazy
My steeze is gonna be affected
If I keep it up like a lovesick crackhead

What you got boy is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out, my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you leave

Mmm yes, I am beyond ecstatic! Everything is wonderful :)













And in the near future, my hair is going to look like this. Yess. I am in luhhv with it! And as you may know, Leighton Meester is my inspiration. I want to look/dress/be JUST like her! Obsessed? Maybe.










I think everything is falling into place. Everything is working out, it's kinda weirding me out! But it's definitely a good thing. 










xoxo, J-nelly

Can You Tell

Have I been too discreet
How long am I supposed to wait
I think about you nightly
Oh can you tell I'm losing sleep
What am I supposed to do
It's hard to stay cool
When you smile at me
And I get nervous every time you speak

My bed's too big for just me
When you turn your eyes
I promise I won't care
Oh standing by your sister fair
Oh baby baby please
My heart sinks to my feet
What am I supposed to do?
I think about you nightly

My bed's too big for just me
When you turn your eyes
I promise I won't care
Oh standing by your sister fair
My bed's too big for me
When you turn your eyes
I promise I won't care
Standing by your sister fair

When I look into your eyes
I tend to lose my thoughts
Don't forget your stare
Oh what was that you said
Would you let me know
'Cause I can't read your mind
Oh can you tell
I can't even explain

Oh baby I can't even explain
What am I supposed to do
It's hard to stay cool
When you smile at me
And I get nervous every time you speak
Oh, standing by your sister fair 

This Winter Break was ah-mazing! My life is great. Last night we celebrated Leonard Ronald Carlson's 18th birthday! It was a good night :)

Well, school starts up again tomorrow. I will have a new schedule, new classes, and I now get out after 6th hour, woo! This semester will be good.

So far, 2010 is very lovely :)

ps: I want to start a gold charm bracelet.

xoxo, J-nelly