The Fear You Won't Fall

Digging a hole
And the walls are caving in
Behind me
Airs getting thin
but I'm trying 
I'm breathing in
Come find me 

It hasn't felt like this before
It hasn't felt like home before you 

And I know it's easy to say
But it's harder to feel 
this way
And I miss you more than I should
Than I thought I could
Can't get my mind off of you 

I know you're scared
that I'll soon be over it 
That's part of it all 
Part of the beauty 
of falling in love with you
Is the fear you won't fall

It hasn't felt like this before
It hasn't felt like home before you

And I know it's easy to say
But it's harder to feel this way 
And I miss you more than I should 
Than I thought I could
Can't get my mind off of you 

Day 25 – What’s in your purse?

-wallet
-iPod
-Burt's Bees Wax
-lip gloss
-gum
-backcombing brush
-concealer
-perfume
-hair tie
-some rings
-an empty envelope
-a flyer that I got at church
-Nordstrom giftcard
-a TON of gum wrappers






xoxo, J-nelly

Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.

lds.org

Day 23 – 15 facts about you.

1. My fave beverage is water.

2. I wish I could have a cup of crushed ice in my hand at all times.

3. I have a phobia of being tickled while I’m sleeping.

4. I luhv anything miniature.

5. I have 3 fave colors: pink, mint, and peach.

6. I plan to major in Speech & Hearing Sciences and become a Speech Pathologist.

7. I play the piano, violin, and guitar.

8. I laugh at almost everything.

9. I luhhv to read and I  am always reading at least one book.

10. I have had 5 surgeries.

11. I am a TV junkie.

12. I’m kinda creepy when it comes to little children.

13. I want to study abroad next year.

14. I love ASL and the Deaf Community and plan to continue associating with it for the rest of my life.

15. I want to help and make a difference in people's lives.

xoxo, J-nelly

Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

I feel like if I write a letter to someone who has hurt me recently, it's just going to come out cheesy and pathetic.

I can think of a few people that have hurt me recently though.

I've been especially hurt by old friendships.

(I also do realize that I am a very oversensitive person.)

But I know that for every person that has hurt me, I will eventually be able to get over it if I really need to.

As for the time being... it just hurts :(





xoxo, J-nelly

Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy.

Yeeeah this guy makes me the happiest I've ever been :)











xoxo, J-nelly

Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.

"xoxo, J-nelly"


Hwell...


I'm kinda obsessed with Gossip Girl, so I suppose it's kinda a play-off of that.


And as for "J-nelly," my dear friend since 7th grade, Emily Duffy, made that nickname up for me our freshman year of high school.


It just kinda stuck.










xoxo, J-nelly

Day 19 – Another picture of yourself.

I'm not a big fan of my solo shots, so here's a pic of me and some cutie girls I babysit. 

The one on the very right is in my primary class.

I luhhv them!

xoxo, J-nelly

Day 18 – Something you crave a lot.

I crave cold water bottles a lot.
It has to be cold, and it has to be an unopened bottle.


FIJI is my fave.










xoxo, J-nelly

Day 17 – A photo of you and your family.

<3








xoxo, J-nelly

Day 16 – Your celebrity crush.

I realized I have a problem. 
I can NEVER just pick one thing.
Grr.


So yeah I've gots manyy celebrity crushes.
But this time, just to prove myself wrong, I will pick one.

David Henrie <3 <3










xoxo, J-nelly

Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.

Well you've got your typical responses:
phone
ipod
wallet


But something a little more original...


gum & perfume










xoxo, J-nelly